.Monday, April 12, 2010 ' 6:31 AM Y
tricia said,
I can't fight this feeling any longer
and yet I'm still afraid to let it flow
what started off as friendship has grown stronger
I only wish i had the strength to let it show
And even as I wander, I'm keeping you in sight
Your a candle in the window, on a cold dark winters night
and I'm getting closer then I ever thought I might
And I can't fight this feeling anymore
I've forgotten what I've started fighting for
It's time to bring this ship into the shore
and throw away the oars
Baby I can't fight this feeling anymore
My life has been such a whirlwind since I saw you
I've been running round in circles in my mind
And it always seems I'll following you girl
Coz you take me to the places that alone I cannot find
And even as I wander, I'm keeping you in sight
Your a candle in the window, on a cold dark winters night
and I'm getting closer then I ever thought I might
And I can't fight this feeling anymore
I've forgotten what I've started fighting for
It's time to bring this ship into the shore
and throw away the oars forever
Coz I can't fight this feeling anymore
I've forgotten what I've started fighting for
Even if I had to crawl upon your floor
Come crashing through your door
Baby I can't fight this feeling anymore
Oooooooooh
Can't fight this feeling - Glee cast.
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Why, why on earth do I have to get some stupid injury for my shoulder, when it's probably the most important thing for me during nationals. Seriously, super disheartened by the timings today. But, I seriously wish I did better, I want to do better, but I just can't seem to. It's like, you wanna do something, but you can't. Yea, you get the point. :/ Life never goes the way I want it to be, therefore it SUCKS.
I need to do better, I need to stop being disheartened. I need to stop thinking I can't do it. I need a change of mentality. I need faith. I wish I knew what to do.
Hopefully, my shoulder heals soon, so I can train normally. :/ I really need to train. REALLY. I don't wanna let anything get in my way.
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I'll spread my wings, and learn how to fly. I'll do all it takes, till I touch the sky.