.Wednesday, December 30, 2009 ' 2:16 AM Y
tricia said,
Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
Over you - chris daughtry.
.Monday, December 28, 2009 ' 5:52 PM Y
tricia said,
The new year is getting closer and closer, this year has passed by in a flash. It feels like just yesterday, the few of us enter ACJC, feeling all excited and happy at the same time. Not knowing what will happen, that might possibly change our lives and probably be part of our memories.
As we stood outside the school gate, gazing upon it, watching students in all different kind of uniforms walking past us, was it then, that we started noticing about the whole new environment that we're about to step into? Well, one thing I'm sure of, we definitely did not know what would happen in the future(now it's history).
Then, we made our way in. Amongst those crowd, some of which, became our classmates, some of which, became our OG mates, and others, became our CCA friends.
I am super sure, that this year, is one of the year, that changed my life, at least, it changed my point of view about life. All the super complicating things that made one happy or sad, it just.. seemed to magnify more when we stepped into our new school. Maybe it's cos of the boys? or.. just. new faces and new personalities that we meet. I always tell myself(and others), that, certain things, if they're not meant to be, they aren't. No point forcing it. But the truth is, that is quite hard to understand. We always try to change what we can, but inside, hurting ourselves even more. This foolish act.. is not really foolish if we know what we're doing this for is worth it. But sadly to say, it usually isn't.
Throughout the year.. I tried my best for everything,(well.. at least I thought I did) made alot of new friends(lost one, without knowing why). Gerald.. Abigail.. Jacqueline.. Eric.. Eeleng.. All my super duper awesome classmates.. Even though we all have our own secondary school friends, we still ended up as an awesome clique [: I really love you guys! [: Then, it was CCA. From squash to swimming, these were the people, I spend my after-school time with [: Jan.. Rachel.. Yilin.. Yuhan, Pearlyn, Eunice, Joanne, Sherlynn, Michelle.. and even the guys in swimming! I mean, we've spent our whole holidays training together as a team, and all the after training lunch sessions, I'm sure that made us bond together more, as a team. House Comm.. Jan, Joey, Naz, Nathaniel.. yup. All the people that I've known this year, will definitely play a part in my life [:
Looking back, I realised that I have been trying to hard to get involved in every single thing. House comm.. OGL.. yup. I definitely wouldn't try all these when I was in MG, thats what I'm sure of. As usual, I've made more friends and memories..
Of course, not every year is so smooth sailing right? My results were.. rather disappointing.. I mean like.. S C E E B. My average must be like a D or something. And I've been using my holidays to train, and slack. I really need to start bucking up if I want to score well.. Also, something, or rather, someone that made this year pretty awesome, but also saddening at the same time(but more on awesome I guess). At least for me, it was. I'm sorry if I made your year(the ending part of it anyway) horrible or something, I really didn't want it to happen, like the.. you know what.. ._. I didn't even know about it(until abigail told me).
Anyhow, I really want to thank all of you for making my year so awesome. Well, 2010 is coming. One more awesome year with you guys, I really can't wait. Let's hope everything in 2010 will go better than things in 2009 [: One thing I'm sure of is.. I'd try not to be so naive and easily swayed anymore. [: Thanks guys, for being there for me when I needed you guys! [:
G'bye 2009. It was nice passin' by. [: