I can't fight this feeling any longer
and yet I'm still afraid to let it flow
what started off as friendship has grown stronger
I only wish i had the strength to let it show

And even as I wander, I'm keeping you in sight
Your a candle in the window, on a cold dark winters night
and I'm getting closer then I ever thought I might

And I can't fight this feeling anymore
I've forgotten what I've started fighting for
It's time to bring this ship into the shore
and throw away the oars
Baby I can't fight this feeling anymore

My life has been such a whirlwind since I saw you
I've been running round in circles in my mind
And it always seems I'll following you girl
Coz you take me to the places that alone I cannot find

And even as I wander, I'm keeping you in sight
Your a candle in the window, on a cold dark winters night
and I'm getting closer then I ever thought I might

And I can't fight this feeling anymore
I've forgotten what I've started fighting for
It's time to bring this ship into the shore
and throw away the oars forever

Coz I can't fight this feeling anymore
I've forgotten what I've started fighting for
Even if I had to crawl upon your floor
Come crashing through your door
Baby I can't fight this feeling anymore

Oooooooooh

Can't fight this feeling - Glee cast.
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Why, why on earth do I have to get some stupid injury for my shoulder, when it's probably the most important thing for me during nationals. Seriously, super disheartened by the timings today. But, I seriously wish I did better, I want to do better, but I just can't seem to. It's like, you wanna do something, but you can't. Yea, you get the point. :/ Life never goes the way I want it to be, therefore it SUCKS.

I need to do better, I need to stop being disheartened. I need to stop thinking I can't do it. I need a change of mentality. I need faith. I wish I knew what to do.

Hopefully, my shoulder heals soon, so I can train normally. :/ I really need to train. REALLY. I don't wanna let anything get in my way.

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I'll spread my wings, and learn how to fly. I'll do all it takes, till I touch the sky.

It's raining today, the blinds are shut.
It's always the same.
I tried all the games that they play,
but they made me insane.
Life on TV it's random,
it means nothing to me.
I'm writing down what I cannot see
wanna wake up in a dream.

Oh, oh.
They're telling me it's beautiful.
I believe them, but will I ever know
the world behind my wall.
Oh, oh.
The sun will shine like never before.
One day I will be ready to go,
see the world behind my wall.

Trains in the sky are travelling
trough fragments of time.
They're taking me to parts of my mind
that no one can find.
I'm ready to fall.
I'm ready to crawl on my kness to know it all.
I'm ready to heal.
I'm ready to feel.

Oh, oh.
They're telling me it's beautiful.
I believe them, but will I ever know
the world behind my wall.
Oh, oh.
The sun will shine like never before.
One day I will be ready to go
see the world behind my wall.
See the world behind my wall 3x

I'm ready to fall.
I'm ready to crawl on my kness to know it all.
I'm ready to heal.
I'm ready to feel.
Take me there!
Oh, oh.
Take me there!
Take me there!
Oh, oh.
They're telling me it's beautiful.
I believe them, but will I ever know
the world behind my wall.

World behind my wall - Tokio hotel.
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Will the world ever be beautiful? Is there ever a day whereby everyone gets their happy ever afters? Will there be a day whereby there's peace between people? Only people with self denial would say yes. But seriously, search deep down in your heart, is it really true? TV shows, movies, cartoons, fairytales, they all portray the same thing over and over again, girls meet good guys, then fight a little, then get back together, then they form one big happy family. No? People are MADE to believe, that these things are actually possible. But seriously, how many people actually meet into good guys and live happily ever after? Okay, maybe there's many, but, the divorce cases are rising. People are already starting to lose faith in marriage. Does this show that happily ever afters are getting harder to achieve? I don't know. This is just my own point of view. People like to feel warm and fuzzy, especially when they see happy couples together, even when it's not even reality, I am too, guilty of that. But in reality, who is ever able to achieve such a wonderful ending to life? We will never know.

GAHHH.
I HATE people, who think they are so freaking awesome and clever to post stuff on the internet, that indirectly hurts someone else. Okay, not really like, hurts, but like, to imply something. OKAY, WHATEVER MAN. If you wanna flirt, PLEASE, flirt with someone else. I do not want to see my friends getting hurt, tyvm. Seriously, stop it. It's kinda getting on my nerves. Even flirts have to flirt smartly, like choosing the RIGHT target? Seriously, what's your point? I don't care about love is blind, SO WHAT IF IT'S BLIND. Stop yourself before you LOVE. But then again, are you sure, that it's LOVE? or plain infatuation. If it's the latter, then please, just give up. There's just no point. Or like GP passage, people think love is like a.. dependence upon someone. But it's not. So, I seriously suggest you to STOP IT RIGHT NOW. kthxbye.

TRICIA. i am currently 17 ♥. Was from MGS Studying in ACJC. In 2SC9'10 :D . Borned on 241192. I do not like emo people. I play the piano & the flute. Currently in swimming :D. Add me on msn, the.hypocritical.smile@hotmail.com.
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- to get into ACJC
- with my friends.
- to be able to talk on de phone forever and ever. LOL.
- REPAINT my bedroom.
- get new dresses.

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