SIGH.
I think I'm gonna have one less person to confide in next time. It's just a feeling, might not be true.
It's like, can guys and girls ever be only super good friends? Deep in my heart, I know that it's possible. But.. as it seems now.. I don't think so. Like, there's always something or someone, that will lead people to drift apart. I hate those type of stuff, especially when it's the A level period, and suddenly you just don't have anyone to talk to, no one to cheer you up, no one to confide in, no one to be retarded with. AHHH, whatever, I should probably just turn into some angsty emo kid and ignore the rest of the world.
kthxbye.

FML.

Yup. Life sucks as usual. Training was.. damn.. tiring.

Training set:
200m FrBkFrBr
200m Fr pull
200m IM kick
200m IM swim

400m Fr paddle
2 x 200m Fr paddle
4 x 100m Fr paddle
2 x 300m (200m Fly 100m Fr)
6 x 100m 2 Fly 1 Fr
100m swim down

4 x 25m Fr paddle
4 x 25m Fly kick
4 x 25m Fly sprints.

I SERIOUSLY CAN'T FLY ANYMORE. My arms are breaking apart seriously. Damn FML. And I don't even know if I should be happy about my chem results. I friggin' got a D. FREAKING D. Like... compared to becky's A, Abigail's B, Eeleng's A.. I'm damn fail. But.. if I think of it when it's comparing to my promo's results.. this is.. a grade better. I think I should think positively.. But.. How long more can I sustain this happiness? This.. something hidden behind a mask. This.. uncontrollable building up of stress level.. Seriously.. I really hate it. I freaking studied for it. But everyone won't know right? I don't ever think I'll be good enough. No matter how hard I study, how hard I try, it never seems to be enough. I shall stop ranting.. If ranting could make me score better, I think I would have scored a full marks. Kthxbye.

FML.

ohmygosh,
I SURVIVED SWIM CAMP, and TERMS :/
like, how awesome is that.
Okay.. Not so awesome, cos' I strained my wrist, hopefully it gets better soon ((:
Like, retarded ttm, I strained it on like, the second training (which happens to be on the first day). Thank God Eeleng was there, haha, I took her wrist guard, which help a little. Didn't really know I strained my wrist until Mr Lau told me after looking at my wrist and said that it was a little swollen o.o nevertheless, I pulled through 7 trainings in 4 days, even with a stupid wrist. :D HAHAHA. I feel super accomplished (:
The swimmers were all damn awesome luh, I know I had an awesome time at swim camp even though it was SO tiring, and at night you can hardly go to sleep cos' of random things that happen, BUT, I still thank God for the swimmers ((: Every single one of them. They made my life bearable in swim camp :D

Nationals are coming, hang in there people. ((: We'll pull through!

xx

OHMAN, finally halfway through TERM exams, I'm not sure if that's a plus or minus.

It is just overall damn bad. I think I'm headed straight for SSP. It's not that I mind it or anything, it just sucks to know that you're not doing well. I mean like, I could even sign up for SSP, but.. getting into SSP because you didn't do well just kinda.. sounds depressing.. I know how all the people felt when they got into SSP, now I'm just experiencing that on my own.

Well, it's over already, what has been done already has been done. There's no point fretting about the results, all I can do is study hard for biology. :/ At least there's a full day for me to study bio. I thank God for that. [:

I need to stop being so nervous and anxious when I stand outside the exam hall. I think it's affecting the way I remember things, it's so hard to put stuff into my brain when I get so tensed up and nervous, and after that I get a freaking throbbing headache. Annoying ttm. )):

Anyway, for the econs paper, Eeleng and I came up with two songs, to help us remember ((:

Firstly, the Income method of calculating GDP.
(using the song Thunder starting from "your voice, was the soundtrack of my summer..")
your WAGES, were the PROFITS of my INTEREST.
do you know you're unlike any RENTalS.
you'll always be my INCOME

Income method:
-wages
-profits
-interest
-rents

Secondly, for alternative measures for calculating Standard of Living.
(using the school song)
Physical Quality of Life,
life expectancy at age 1, infant mortality and literacy rates,
are the measures of PQLI.
MEW, measure of economic welfare,
adding value to leisure,
non-marketed goods and discounting for externalities.

Sing HDI, the new index,
dependent on the quantity of resources,
and the ability to use these goods and services,
and the time they have on hand.
Sing HDI, the three measures,
life expectancy, literacy,
PPP-adjusted GNP per capita OHYEA.

--
Eh, it seriously works okay, try making all of them into a song, it's easier to memorize. D:

K, I just realised, there's only.. 3 days left to term exams. YAY me. And I'm still blogging.

life sucks,
seriously.

D:

Happy birthday Eric Leong.
Happy birthday PUDDING poh,
Happy birthday Abigail Chee (for tmr) [: I LOVE YOU.

TODAY, was some sort FML. Fell sick again, that's quite normal already right? HAHA.

but the retarded convo I had with abigail through sms was super funny.

here goes:
TRICIA:
"):
Tricia is bored.
Tricia wants to go home and sleep.
Tricia is bored.

)):
)):
)):
this is a poem )): "

ABIGAIL:
"no, that's totally not a poem, it's almost like a haiku luh"

TRICIA:
"fine! I make a haiku for you"
" Tricia is super bored
Tricia wants to go home and sleep sleep ((:
This is a good haiku
((:
((:
((:"

ABIGAIL:
" THAT'S NOT A HAIKU LUH, you fail uh, it's 5, 7, 5. Not 6, 8, 6."

TRICIA:
"Abigail is mean )):
She keeps failing my haiku
She is really mean
)):
)): "

ABIGAIL:
"Tricia is so mean
Finally passed her haiku
That pokes fun at me"

TRICIA:
"Tricia is super smart
but abigail thinks it ain't art.

Those haikus that she creates,
makes Abigail thinks she's great.

I think my haikus are awesome,
because there's no threesome(I couldn't find any other word)"

ABIGAIL:
"Tricia thinks she cool,
makes haiku into poems.
But abi is smart
she converts this into a rap yo.
Somthing to wow tricia off her ass yo.
I bet she's gna roll off the chair yea!
Either that or get a stomacheache yeah!"

TRICIA:
"Abigail thinks she's good yo!
By converting it into a rap man!

But Tricia is better,
cos this became a duo language poem.

shiqi(abi's chinese name) thinks she's cool!
but zhende (really) super uncool.
ta ren wei (she thinks) changing it into a rap,
will make me xiao(laugh) like crap."

--
I WON :D

FML.

[:
I happened to chance upon this Facebook group called "Oh hi, I only exist when you need something". I think it's really apt in our society once again. Like people only interact with others only if they feel that those people are able to make them more popular or if that person is able to help you with your task.

I really really dislike people like that. I mean like, just cause you don't need something for other people, then you totally ignore the existence of someone? That's super bad, what makes you think that after ignoring the existence of someone, that someone would help you when you actually need help. OR maybe, you already know that the someone is nice enough and would actually bother helping you even though you completely ignored his/her existence previously. Seriously, I feel that, as long as you're acquainted with someone, no matter how much you want to avoid that person, when you meet that person, you've got to say hi. Okay, then again, if you want to avoid that person, then try not to ask the person for help when you actually need help? I mean like, you've already ignored their existence, what for make them reappear in your world when you need them right?

Then again, so many materialistic people are around us nowadays, it's quite hard to tell them apart. Sometimes I wish I knew how to react. Like, fine, whatever, ignore me if you must, but don't appear and then disappear and appear again and then disappear again, and the cycle goes on. It's like, friends, then not friends, then friends, then not friends. You get the point. Okay, whatever, I should stop ranting. I feel bitchy and angsty. ]: LIFE SUCKS.

FML.

TRICIA. i am currently 17 ♥. Was from MGS Studying in ACJC. In 2SC9'10 :D . Borned on 241192. I do not like emo people. I play the piano & the flute. Currently in swimming :D. Add me on msn, the.hypocritical.smile@hotmail.com.
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- to get into ACJC
- with my friends.
- to be able to talk on de phone forever and ever. LOL.
- REPAINT my bedroom.
- get new dresses.

most of the links are dead anyway. HAHAHA
caro.
cyeo.
isabel.
nat.
rebecca.
sharon.
sheryl.
sjjc.
sky.
valchia.
weileng.
wesley.

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