.Monday, March 22, 2010 ' 6:14 AM Y
tricia said,
Yup. Life sucks as usual. Training was.. damn.. tiring.
Training set:
200m FrBkFrBr
200m Fr pull
200m IM kick
200m IM swim
400m Fr paddle
2 x 200m Fr paddle
4 x 100m Fr paddle
2 x 300m (200m Fly 100m Fr)
6 x 100m 2 Fly 1 Fr
100m swim down
4 x 25m Fr paddle
4 x 25m Fly kick
4 x 25m Fly sprints.
I SERIOUSLY CAN'T FLY ANYMORE. My arms are breaking apart seriously. Damn FML. And I don't even know if I should be happy about my chem results. I friggin' got a D. FREAKING D. Like... compared to becky's A, Abigail's B, Eeleng's A.. I'm damn fail. But.. if I think of it when it's comparing to my promo's results.. this is.. a grade better. I think I should think positively.. But.. How long more can I sustain this happiness? This.. something hidden behind a mask. This.. uncontrollable building up of stress level.. Seriously.. I really hate it. I freaking studied for it. But everyone won't know right? I don't ever think I'll be good enough. No matter how hard I study, how hard I try, it never seems to be enough. I shall stop ranting.. If ranting could make me score better, I think I would have scored a full marks. Kthxbye.
FML.