HELLO.
believe?faith?hope? :/


"You shoulda made some plans with me,
you knew that I was free.
And now you wont stop calling me;
I'm kinda busy."






xoxo,
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.Thursday, February 25, 2010 ' 4:36 AM Y
tricia said,

Disappointment, one that we face every single day.

Math was a disappointment, I know it by heart, from the minute, actually from the second I started doing the paper. I knew I was going to fail it. But I kept hoping, praying that I could keep calm during the paper. I knew I should have studied harder, knew I should have did all I could. But, I ended up, disappointed again.

As I took back my paper. My heart sank (not literally of course). But with the thought that suddenly surfaced to my brain, "why didn't I study harder?", I really really felt damn bad, like really damn bad. I wanted to cry, but didn't anyway, so, Eeleng and I just burst out laughing. I think MG really taught us well, to put on that mask, that covers up all disappointment and sadness. So what if people think we're hypocrites, so what? I think it's better to cover those feelings up then to let people worry about you or like, let people see through you.

I'm seriously going to study harder. I'm going to force myself to, whether I like it or not.

I really hate myself, for not being determined enough. I know I can do better, so I'm going to. I really pray hard, that tomorrow, when I get back my chem paper, I don't face the same disappointment, but, it's probably going to happen anyway.

FML.







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