.Friday, January 1, 2010 ' 7:00 AM Y
tricia said,
Smile as if you mean it.
Easy to say, difficult to execute. But, I'm going to try and do that in this awesome new year, 2010. A decade has past, I don't see the point of going through life being sad and irritated, when you can just, be happy, and smile through the days.
Live your life as if every day was your last.
I'm going to do that, after today. (After today because I wasted the whole day away) But that is okay, because, it is the start of a brand new year. So.. I kinda deserve some slack no? [: (okay, maybe not) This is just another excuse to stop my hand from writing and stop my brain from memorising. :/
Anyway, in my previous post, it already explains alot, and I guess when you see your friends supporting you in whatever you do, the feeling is just so.. extraordinary. Pearlyn and Yilin, I really REALLY really appreciate your company and like, encouragement throughout the whole of the holidays. I know nobody comes and visit my blog, but heck anyway ya? Cos' this is the only place I can just rant off, and not irritate anyone in the mean time. I had super alot of fun during the holidays and its all thanks to the people around me. I really really, thank God for them. Putting me in AC was probably the most important thing in my life, like if i didn't get into AC, I wouldn't know all these awesome people, that changed my life somehow or rather. Sometimes, God really works miracles. He has already planned our lifes for us, and I'm so glad he did. Bringing me to MG, which led me to AC, which gave me an experience I'll never forget.
So.. I'm super sure that from today onwards. I am going to be a super SUPER happy person, and not like.. be emo-ish and everything. Because it's just not worth it when you have so many awesome people around you. I AM going to move on, because even the years move on, so why shouldn't we. & I just saw 11:11 [: it doesn't really mean anything actually.. It's just something to look forward everyday.. Something that people believe.. Something that is almost like self-denial. But heck anyways. I still look forward to 11:11. Who knows? Maybe it IS true. [:
"I'm slowly getting closure,
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And I'm picking up all the pieces,
Spending all of these years.
Putting my heart back together."
- Over you, Chris Daughtry.
Yes, I'm still not over that song. [:
That's probably the only thing that I'm still not over with since 2009 [:
xx.
