.Monday, November 23, 2009 ' 7:50 AM Y
tricia said,
Happy birthday, me. :/
I dont know if I should be happy. But I guess I should be.
Birthday represents a start of a brand new chapter in your life.
I hope this isn't a bad chapter. But I guess it most probably is. I don't know why, but everything is in a mess. I should stop my mind from waiting, holding on and just.. thinking. I mean like, what am I still hoping for? I should just, pray for strength in God, and move on.
Maybe, I believe too easily in people. I don't really know if that is a benefit, or harm. I get swayed so easily. And I hate myself for being like that. I'm still hoping that time will cure all wounds. But, I guess.. wound healings wound mean a scar, especially those that are deep. Which means, it will just take longer time to forget. Or maybe, just get used to it. Okay, in three minutes time, I shall once again, attempt to be that happy and cheerful girl, that everyone once knew.
Once again, happy birthday.
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all I ever wanted, was for you to understand me.